okay, decision...I'm going to go, but I'm going to drive myself. its a 2 hour drive, but I don't mind it, and it will be easier in case this was a huge mistake even going. he sounded surprised when i called and told him the plan..."you can't even sit 2 hours in a car with me?" and I told him I didn't know, right now its really hard.
at the very least, I don't have to get tense because he snaps on the kids if they whine or the like. and he will probably be less likely to snap on the kids because I'm not there to be irritating him in general.
wish me luck!!!!
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"Courage doesn't always roar. Sometimes courage is that little voice at the end of the day that says, 'I'll try again tomorrow.'"
