crap, things just got more complicated. I called to say good morning to the kids and since its cooler today, he said he's not going to the pool, instead he's taking the kids to an amusement park and would I like to join them?
ack!
I would love to see them there. the only time they've been to a place like this was when we took them to wdw last fall, and they had so much fun. it was wonderful. obviously this would be on a much smaller scale, but at 5 and 3, I know they would love it.
so here is my dilemma...go with them, and focus on the kids and just have a great time watching them. or skip it, and go along with my plans for the day and wish I could see their faces. option 3 would have me going, but taking my own car, so I can still meet them, but at the same time, skip the car ride (its a bit of a hike).
no, this is not H realizing he's been an ass and trying to get me back. trust me. when I called him back to tell him I might be interested, he even asked, "are you going to be okay with this?" meaning nothing for him has changed, he just knows I'd love to see the kids and such.
ack!
don't know what to do.
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