Yes, you've done a lot, and perhaps you have done everything that is possible. Even so, you'll still get some "try again" and "have you tried this" type posts, and the motivation behind those posts is not to make you feel bad, but out of genuine concern for you.
You've made it through one D, so I am sure you can make it through another if that is the route you take. And you would be definitely right to take it slow afterwards. I think your judgement is no better or worse than anyone else here, so don't shortchange yourself.
I just hope, in a caring and friendly way, that you have given it your all, for your sake. Maybe you can summon up some reserve of strength and go all out for just a little while longer. Don't hold back.
Take care, Chrome
"Recollect me darlin, raise me to your lips, two undernourished egos, four rotating hips"
