well, this was weird, but possibly good. h just called to ask if the pool we go to is still open. I told him yes, thru labor day. then he asked if I had plans tomorrow, and I said yes and asked him why. he said that he was thinking of taking the kids down to the pool and would I like to join them.
wow.
so either he wanted me to know that no, he's not taking them to the beach. or he wants help with them at the pool. or he's trying to be a decent person and make amends for being such an ass this week.
I told him to call me tomorrow when they were there and I'd see if I had time to stop by for a bit. honestly, I don't think I can do it. I know db would probably say to go for it, but the reality is, its too painful for me to play happy family with him. because I'll read way more into it than is there...and trust me, I do know what is there. I think I'm going to just be too busy to do it. wwyd?
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"Courage doesn't always roar. Sometimes courage is that little voice at the end of the day that says, 'I'll try again tomorrow.'"
