LoginName (LOL!!), I totally agree about jealous. I have NEVER felt jealous until H's A, then I was consumed with it, it was a raging fire. But you totally pegged it, it stems back to me, me realizing my faults/inadequacies. And yes, I find myself saying "I am as good as OW, better in fact, because I don't cheat". But the jealously of her 'having' my H in more ways than one ate me up. Still does.
