You must already know that your post will not be received by all readers the same way. In reality, not one of them is likely to read it the same way today they would have two years ago, or two years from now maybe. It did clearly come from deep down in your soul, as does all that you share here.
There was a time I would have rejecte the notions in your post. There was a time when I would have said the only favor the X forgot to do was put a bullet in my head to end the pain.
This is the time we all exist in. Yesterday is fading and tomorrow will amaze us, if we let it. And in this moment, you have given many of us something to think about, something to admit to ourselves, and something to be thankful for ... you.
Thank you for externalizing your deepest realizations in a way many of us can easily relate. I do hope this view and concept become your reality, your release, and your future to choose.
It seems to be the gradual understanding that many here slowly move toward, and often struggle to understand along the way.
