My plan is to journal regularly, and keep the focus on What I Want... in life, in a man, in a R. I am moving toward THAT, no matter what transpires with H.
Wow, sweets, you just brought tears to my eyes with this. You deserve this and I am so glad you are doing that. Keep working toward your goals rather than away from what you don't want to happen. It's easier to chart your progress and you are focusing on the positive. I just love ya girl.