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[Have Faith]

Lwb and chicki thanks for your posts.

Journaling

Went to my golf friend's party. We all had a great time. There were about 12 ladies there and we ate, drank and danced. I got home about 10:30. H left me a messaage on our recorder. He tells me that he has watered the flower pots, and emptied the diswasher (which he had already left me a note telling me). He also says that he has called my brother to tell him that he probably would be going on our golf vacation. Of course, my brother was really happy as H and him are very close. He also tells me that he had a little talk with "O" (the stuffed oranatang on our bed) in a nice way. What ever that means. He also says I hope we are still on for lunch in the park tomorrow as we had talked about it on Tuesday. Then his goodbye was ILY

So today I meet him for lunch. He asks how my date went last night. I said "I had a nice evening". I did not confirm it to be a date or not. He then goes into how he knows that it must be a real ego boost to me since it has been a long time since I had my ego boosted. I just said yes, having ones ego boosted is nice and being wined and dined is nice also. It always feels good to feel that you are attractive. He says, well I think you are beautiful and I'm attracted to you. I say nothing. He says you like to go to dinner with me don't you? I say of course, I love going to dinner with you. We always have fun. He then asks me if I'm going to golf tomorrow afternoon. I say yes. He says well are your golfing at our club or at the other club (the one that imaginary bf belongs to). I just look at him and say what difference does it make where I'm golfing. He say well I'm not trying to keep tabs on you, I'm just curious where you are golfing. I never give him an answer. I ask him if he has found out if he can go on our vacation yet or not. He says no, but I will know tomorrow. We discuss the trip plans and talk about how much fun it is and the laughling and joking. Then he has to ruin it. He says well we'll have to make it a celebration as I might never see your brother again, depending on what happens with us. Why does he have to throw that in there?

I tell him I have to get back to work and he kisses me good-by and I ask what time he will be by on Saturday to pick me up for our golf tournament. He gives me an answer and then I leave.

I haven't heard from him since. Once again, he didn't show up tonight at my gym to workout.

Faith