Yet another "talk down" under your belt. Wasn't it only last week that I felt so strong & had that special "AS IF" attitude wired. I guess you(I) can't "relax" & take your eyes off the ball at this point in the process without losing some of the gains.
Since I hadn't had much interaction with H in a few days, I decided to ask if he had any special plans this long weekend & also for my B-Day? Ah, yes, he has special plans, unfortunately they don't include me.
It's like I put myself right in front of the train & disregarded what I learned.
I guess my buddy Nomo is prolly not going to make his billing goal for August on account of the time spent in reminding me what the heck I'm doing here & recognizing self-defeating behaviors for what they are.
So, back to getting my "core attitudes" in place & reading the "AS IF" breakdown every day.
