(((HUGS))) mk, I'm sorry you are crying. yeah, there is so much to miss, isn't there? even just the little things. but you are right, too, we have the power to be happy...that is the only thing we have full control over, after all. some of it is in their hands, unless we choose to be apart and happy. but we can and will be happy someday. and we will make sure that our kids are, even if this is not how we saw them being raised. I feel so sick for my kids, but then I know I can do my best by them, and maybe, just maybe, it will be enough.
M-41 H-38 M-10 years, T-14 years Bomb-PA 3/19/07 Separated-6/7/07 Piecing/h back home 5/08 S-6 S-4 D-4
"Courage doesn't always roar. Sometimes courage is that little voice at the end of the day that says, 'I'll try again tomorrow.'"
