I wish I had a way to help you. It is very difficult to try to live without when you are seeing the person every day. I know when my man was gone, though I wanted to see him, it hurt so bad. I was better off not talking to him and not seeing him. One thing that helped me was going through the Co-dependent book and "detaching." It's not going to be easy since you work with him. Look up detachment on the internet and read everything you can about it. It may help you be able to separate work from relationship. And acceptance is another thing. If you can come to terms with the fact that that is how things are going to be, I found that it was easier to deal with the reality of it.
I hope that helps you... Keep posting, I'll keep replying. Maybe just having someone to talk to will be enough.
