So. I was in my first marriage for 18 years and it was over after the first year. I stuck it out even when in my heart it wasn't good. My current marriage isn't good either and I've decided not to settle. I'm just not willing to give another 18 years of my life away.
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I am still willing after all the crap he has put me through to give him one last chance.
Why?
I'm not bitter and I'm not angry. It is what it is. I believe I've grown through this process and for the better. I can't say that I know what I want, but I can tell you what I don't want. I'm ready for my journey and sobeit if I choose to be alone through it. It's not all doom and gloom. I'm actually feeling okay.
