IF H only knew..... H prolly thinks I am getting (liek most women) do too attached (emotionally)? I actaully feel like the MAN (sorry guys )most) here. I am not like I was at the beginning (emotionally attached to the sex part). If anything I dont FEEL used, I wonder if I am using him?
Michelle does say if the sex does not affect you BADLY then by all means continue even if there is OW/OM. You see my H is the type than if we cont he (might) start to get closer. That is why he has a full blown out affair(R). He really isnt the one night stand type. AND physically at the beginning he was worn out from the both of us (old age? out of shape?)
Back in the day he'd say he had to keep up w/ me. Imagine two or more at a time? Iguess the ot of shape part plays in? Dont know. At one point he was getting tired of the double life.
