I'm back from lunch. what a weird feeling.

He is such a sweet guy. Seems to be genuine (and I hate myself for being so jaded).....but we live in a small town and even though I know I'm not doing anything wrong, it somehow just feels kind of wrong to be eating in this town.....like someone I know will see me with him and run to report back.

Weird?

Funny things....he asked me if I dressed this sexy for work all the time. What IS it with men? A sweater and a skirt and heels -- and hello, I had a "date"!

Then was asking me about my shoes.....do I always wear heels?

ACK!!!!!!!

I said yes, I like shoes. They are cute, don't you like them? Wanna wear them

I just felt like I couldn't be myself......like I was stifled in this town. I don't think I'm making sense.


....Understand, that I can't, not be what I am
I'm not the milk, and Cheerios in your spoon
~ Avril Lavigne ~
..."Nobody's Fool"...

me=ok /D'd since 7/07
D=ok