There and Back, #4

[SallyM]

not sure if its bravery. I just don't know how else to be/what else to do. I wasn't bitchy at all, but if he thinks I'm going to be buddies with him, well, that doesn't exactly work, either. I just thinks its amazing that this is the same man I used to know/love.

as for s5, the first day went great! we finally were able to choose, and we chose mornings, just had to give up the bus to do it. which is fine, because we are so close to the school. there will be some tricky logistics because he starts/ends at exactly the same time my twins start/end preschool, at least when they go (on tues/thurs). but we'll figure it out.

I talked to S5's teacher briefly when I picked him up...apparently he invaded her science center, but with her permission. its an area that she usually pulls from to do things with the class, but he has such an affinity for stuff like that she was cool with it and he LOVED it. I absolutely love his teacher, btw. I want to be 5 and go back to kindergarten so she can be my teacher.

while he was gone I had a friend and her son come over to make cookies for the big brothers and commmiserate about our babies getting to be so big. so I didn't get to do it with h, at least there was someone else there who really gets it.

lol because she's already asked me to their annual new years eve party that she and her h host. I didn't know her well last year, so didn't go. I just think its funny because there is someone else out there who thinks about stuff like that so far in advance. and maybe I'll go...but I was telling her that being at a fun party with a ton of couples (everyone we both know is married, keep in mind) might not be the best thing. but who knows. not planning quite that far in advance. lol.

back to h, funny how I breathe easier when he is out of town. what's up with that? he's only gone for the day, and he doesn't live here, so why does it matter? very strange. planning on a nice rest of the day...its beautiful out, may go to the pool again. I keep thinking each visit is the last one, but if we go today, I would put money on it really being it for the year. have a couple of movies from netflix, so going to pop one in and not going to do anything but vej after the kids go to bed tonight.