I have to admit that I have thought 'what if my H is reading my posts on here' although I would highly doubt it - it wouldn't matter that much because I know that I have been 100% honest with everything throughout this entire process. I have also thought that while I am not keeping a journal - I am using this website to do so and if we ever make it back to a good place I thought I would share my posts with him and he might find it interesting to know what I was going through and what my thoughts were at the time.
