Well I had tried to move over to piecing, but just am not getting much response, so I think I will come back here where I get a bit more response! Well we did have some problems again, over going to a bike course the same weekend as retrouville, I did not want to miss any of it, H thought we could because it was only and hour. We both did handle it poorly, however H acted like a child, which he has admitted too! So at least he was able to see that. We have recieved confirmation for the retro weekend, so its a go! I worry sometimes that maybe we are putting to much hope into the weekend to make things better, I worry that we will be disappointed. I also worry that H will not really be open and honest as is needed, not just because of what has been happening, but he has always been one to avoid confrontation. I sometimes worry to, that there has just been to much damage, as I just feel numb to him, don't feel much of anything, I wonder if it just would be best to split, because there is just to much damage. Who know?! I am still going to go to the weekend and we will see what happens, I am going to make it better...not be indifferent
Me - 44 H - 44 M - 19yrs together - 23yrs D16 S8 EA/PA - Bomb Oct20/06 Jan 8/07 Feb 01/07 Jul 15/07 H still @ home Recovered!
