Yeah I think it's alright now. I told her that if it upsets her that much then I'll move on Sat. I didn't want us to end on a bad note before she moves out and if it means that much to her I'll suffer. She calmed down and was okay with Sunday. So I get to spend another day with the W and the kids.
Anyhow, W says that when the other day when I confidently told her that I was going to show her that I'm going to be the man she wants to take back, she was very attracted to that and would want that man. I guess being confident and happy seems to be the key. Upon hearing that it really gave me a sense of calm (at least for now) and feeling like having a doable goal to reach. Straighten out my life and I'll have a better chance of saving this M. I really hope that this rollercoaster of emotion will stop soon and I can have better control of myself.
Sent an email to the local boys and girls club. Hope to get some volunteer time in. Should occupy some time. Still trying to figure out how to make some decent local friends. Checking out the meetup.com schedules..... Anyone got any recommendations? Lost touch with all my local friends after the marriage. Got nobody that's local. Pretty awful.
M: 31 W: 31 M: 7 T: 8 S:4 D:2 Bomb dropped: too many to count or remember, 12/17/07 last one S on 9/2/07 W sent off D papers 12/31/07. Me trying to live life and hope she returns one day.
