I was happy. I'm "ok" but I'm feeling bad for him. I don't know what he's going through right now, but I think it might actually be some sort of a revelation and those generally don't feel good. But I know I can't help him. He has to work through it on his own, or with God's help which he seems to want. I'll always love him....I just can't be with him right now, I've lost faith in him, and I don't really trust him right now. I feel like I'm a "back up plan" in case things with her don't work out.
My new song might be "Stupid Boy" or "Settlin"
But I do like your song
....Understand, that I can't, not be what I am I'm not the milk, and Cheerios in your spoon ~ Avril Lavigne ~ ..."Nobody's Fool"...