This is the reason bff and MIL are frustrated with me. Even IC has made note that I seem to gloss over the fact that he is f*cking the woman across the street from me.
He is not even my friend anymore. He believes all of the BS that she sells, even after knowing me for 21 years--he chooses to believe her. He has forgotten...
Again, I remember the ghost...bff says she doesn't even like him anymore, that she sees him more and more in the same light as CW...maybe I dump so much on CW because of what it would mean to hate him, really accept that his recent choices are not from some alien possession, but of the man who he has become.
Is he really lost? Or just changed?
Why am I holding onto a man who has done all of these things to me, my children, his own parents, etc? Again, it is the disbelief about all that has happened--it is so foreign from who I knew.
He told me Mon that I must not know him, never knew him at all, to think I had to make him keep his word legally (instead of trusting him) with the payments.
How do these two different people live in the same body?
