he said that he took himself off of mine so he wasn't in my business.
Now he's talking about church because he's still very angry.
I understand that. I feel bad for my part in it...but I was beat down for a long time. I do forgive him for his part...and despite ALL of this, I do love him. I just don't want to see him because I am tired of hurting and it's easier on me if I don't.
Look, I am quoting this entire thing because it's all true. Yes, you've taken responsibility for your actions. Check it off....yes you still love him....check it off.....no do not see him right now because you are still grieving the coulda whoulda shoulda ofs...aren't we all. I see it as a positive that he took himself off yours cuz it wasn't HIS business....he could of said he took himself of cuz it was none of your business what he does.....
As hard as it may sound.....he needs to grieve also. In my opinion, it's good that he's angry....it means he has feelings. Anger is much better than that nonchalant who gives a shitz attitude. I don't want you to give up your hope....but neither do I want to see you giving up your life. Your PMA has a lot to play in what the outcome is.....whether with him or without him.
Your lovely, you have a wonderful personality....and so much to offer. Give it a try girlfriend! We grow stronger and stronger as each day passes....it does not mean our hope lessons....it simply means "we survive".
Now.....i still haven't vacuumed. DRATS! Gotta clean the turtle tank too. Double drats....I could triple drats this and mop the floors.....but ima still thinkin on that one.
Hugs sweetie
***Sparkles***
Change the Policy. Allow PM's Free all of us.
Also some new and improved emoticons would be nice!
