some advice pls oldtimers...

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Thanks guys, I do appreciate the honest fb and think I just needed to hear it out loud if that makes any sense. I'm not going to sit hear and say everything is fine now, but I do recognize yesterday for what it was. Maybe it had to happen like that for me to get a grip, I don't know. I do know logically what I should do and not do, but my emotions have been ruling the day. It's all just so surreal. Time...