You're getting some really good advice here. It's all very new to you and I sooo remember those days. I've only been in this (post bomb anyways) 7 months. It does get easier I promise. In the last 7 months I've closed a business, gotten a job (not a good one yet) and been working on me. That's where the focus has to be. I'm not even going to tell you I haven't done some drinking behind all this. I didn't do it where he could see (esp. early on) b/c if I broke down....well you know what I mean. I walk alot (usually everyday) and do other forms of physical activity as I can. It helps me clear my head and be able to think.
My H hasn't moved yet. I'm sure my lack of a decent job has something to do with that, but I've been busting my a$$ to find a good one even if he does go at that point. I've got to tell you that having him in the house is hell on me.
Keep posting here. It's so much better than saying it to them, they don't hear it anyway.
Remember: It's not the size of the dog in the fight...it's the size of the fight in the dog.
