Yep. Doing the personal journal thing. Also the email to self thing. Sometimes it works, sometimes it doesn't. I always take the bait when the W says something negative about our future and I get down and starts blabbing. I must learn to detach. Very difficult.

I just wish I have somebody positive around me that I can talk to daily and encourage me. And of course smack me up the head if I'm about to do something stupid. Heck, it's just pretty hard.

Speaking of making friends, would it be worth while going to a church? Would that be an easy way to do it? Just wondering.... I guess that's why a local DB support group would do wonders for people. I sent email to the contact asking if we can add a forum that allow local people to get in touch. No answer though \:\( I really think it would be a good thing....


M: 31
W: 31
M: 7 T: 8
S:4 D:2
Bomb dropped: too many to count or remember, 12/17/07 last one
S on 9/2/07
W sent off D papers 12/31/07. Me trying to live life and hope she returns one day.

My sitch:
http://tinyurl.com/3dqw93