Why do i feel so lousy that i let my husband have it today. It is that time of the month and know that i always feel emotional around this time. Deep down i know that he is giving what he is capable of right now and i should just let things go and not make a big issue of it but still find it difficult to completley drop that rope. I do fine for a while and something like today just sets me off and speak without thinking. I know that everything i said to my husband today, he already knows and feels extremely guilty for because in one of his text today he said that the guilt is killing him.
On a positive note i have started painting my hall stairs and landing and am actually doing ok .
The weather has been really nice today so D3 has been playing out in the garden with her cousins. Once again today though she got a bit upset because she wants her daddy to stay here, she seems to be going through a stage where she is becoming more aware of the situation and is verbally expressing her feelings more.
Hope everyone is ok
Nicky
Me 34 H 33 D3 together 10 years married 2 years Bomb 22/8/06 (I feel empty) OW involved
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