Are we piecing yet?

[Have Faith]

Lwb

Thank you for posting on my thread. It really is so important to me to be able to talk to people who do understand that I can't just throw the bum out. Until you are in the situation, you can't say what you would do. It is go great to get the support and encouragement we get here.

Journaling

Worked out after work last night. Every night that I'm at the gym, I'm always hoping that he will show up. This would be a sign that we are moving in the right direction. But, he doesn't, or at least not yet. He knows this is HUGH to me. Even if he doesn't spend anytime with OW outside of the gym, he still sees her everyday that he works out. That is why he had to move out. Until he doesn't have contact of any type with her, he can continue sleeping on an air mattress and living out of Wal-mart bags. That is his choice.

Got an e-mail from him this am that was sent at 9:30pm last night saying that "I do miss you. No doubt about that. I was really liking the evenings, cooking, and time we spent together". Ya, I'm thinking you sure had it made. Now you can cook your own dinner (or have OW do it) and spend your time at her shack instead of our beautiful home. It is your choice. I wrote back "Thank you. That is nice. Have a good day." I did not tell him that I missed him too or that I missed cooking dinner for him.

Well tonight I go to a party with a group of my golf buddies. I will leave the ironing board and iron out when I leave tonight. He is suppose to be over sometime to do some work and pick up his mail. Let him think that I was in a hurry and was going on a hot date with Imaginary bf. I wonder if he will still be there when I get home.

Faith