Well, my first thread in new comers got locked. How does it happen anyways?
Anyhow, Wife and kids are back. Feeling a bit better. Disappointed that W wants me to move out on Sat and won't let me stay until Mon. Says she wants to get on with the process and deal with her demons. I do believe she will try to take her time.
Really will try whatever I can to stop talking about the R. Really doing my M in. Grrrr.... Got wife really pissed and thinking that I'm the still same person. Wish she can see the other positive improvements I have made. Hope she will. I think the S will help me with the shutup thing.
Very disappointed that W thinks that the children are young so they won't be affected by a D if we are good loving parents. Of course she is in pain and isn't thinking clearly or doesn't want to. Will have to give her some time to heal. She's trying to decide if her pain can heal and if she can still be with me. I hope with time it'll get better. Have to be positive. Just focus on me and the kids.
M: 31 W: 31 M: 7 T: 8 S:4 D:2 Bomb dropped: too many to count or remember, 12/17/07 last one S on 9/2/07 W sent off D papers 12/31/07. Me trying to live life and hope she returns one day.