Well last night W came by to get S, we talked a bit and it seems like there is some hope. She wants to meet tonight to talk but later called to say she just found out FIL is flying into town today so we probably will not meet. I'm worried about him being here because I think he will press her to make a choice, while I think that he is for saving our marriage (not fully sure) he is an action person and will probably push.
I guess I just try and keep my head about me, remain cool and calm. Man do I want things to work, but I also realize it may not and I will be fine. I wish my S didn't have to see or go through this. He sat by the window last night for an hour waiting for Mommy, just broke my heart. There he is in a diaper, pacifier and his blanky. We should be working on his potty training, getting ready to go to disneyland, talking about another child, and she wants to be 21 again. Sometimes I wonder if I chose poorly in my W.
