Thanks Stew and TGF

I know it seems better, but I wonder if it really is or is he just waiting for something better.
I just feel so low, I just feel I can't just keep doing this, living this way! I want to get on with a good life, I am not getting any younger and I don't want to waste anymore of it living this way!


Me - 44
H - 44
M - 19yrs
together - 23yrs
D16
S8
EA/PA - Bomb Oct20/06 Jan 8/07 Feb 01/07 Jul 15/07
H still @ home
Recovered!

"Do or do not, there is no try" Yoda