Now me, I can't hold ONTO the damn anger! That would be useful to me right now, but it especially dissapates whenever I am near / talking to H. In an instant! I know that I have displaced a lot on CW, but I really do hate her. And hate is in the strongest terms, here.
So, instead he has gotten the pathetic beggar. Not a good place to be, either. Hope has become almost poison to my self-health. I am trying to let go from sheer will (will need to fake it to make it), and by limiting any and all contact for now. I know what I keep doing wrong, yet find myself there way too often. IC and I are trying to figure out why, and how to prevent it (again, he can't see me cry if he can't see me). The rumors of my moving on will have to be enough for now.
Nomo-- I am glad that you got the break / rest / time with the kids. Hope the school year is good with them.
Oh, a note about "going public": See if you can get ahold of the book, Uncoupling. There may actually be benefits to the fact that your W is unwilling to make this public knowledge...it shows that she hasn't yet chosen to change her ID from that of a partner in a marriage to a single person.
