Being Me, you mentioned you are about to hit the big 50 soon (I'm not far behind you!). I thought I'd share this poem that I came across, I hope you enjoy it.

A Woman Knows

It is winter
and I am fifty
Nine women have gathered in a small cabin
on the edge of a frozen lake
to sing and dance and laugh away
this awkward reality
We have walked on the ice in the moonlight
and laughed our way through dinner.
We have soothed fifty with new red lipstick.
In this small, warm room
I have pulled away from myself
and I am watching the women dance.
A room full of beauty ~ tangible as blood
It breaks your heart wide open
when a woman knows how beautiful she is.
At fifty, young men's eyes slide over us like water.
Fraying hair, lines on our skin
the pull of gravity,
turn us into background
into echoes
But it breaks the seals from your eyes
when a woman knows how beautiful she is.
She dances with the fluid sensuality of long experience
and deep memories of love.
She moves like the tides,
like heartbeat.
Fifty, they say, is sliding into old
The end of the line
the end of youth and passion
the end of flirtation and wild physical being
the end.
But it lifts the barriers from your mind
when a woman knows how beautiful she is
Her confidence, the sexy movement of her dance
The life of her shoulder and the tease in her hips
Experience textures her
Layers her movements with context and consciousness
She dances her life story
She fills the room with power
When she knows how beautiful she is.
Outside, tree branches sketch sharp wrinkles
and soft shadows against the snow
The year is old
but we are only fifty.


Divorced February 27, 2012.

"Only by love is love awakened".~ Ellen G White