Ponygirl - hang in there. You are in my thoughts and I bet you will get something be it a card or a phone call on your anniversary. Just be patient and wait. Positive thoughts are what gets us through this. You seem so strong to me so I know you can do this and turn everything around for the better.
Sara - I checked out that site however he refuses to do any sort of MC. I went to a T once but she could not fit me in again until next Tuesday so I am on my own now except for my books and this board. I have been reading a lot of the posts and learning a lot. I just hope that when the time comes on Sunday I can hold my own and not break down. Thanx for your help and the site.
My3sons - Thanx for the advice on going dark and for this Sunday. I am going to just play it all by ear and see what happens.
I saw him today for the swap and he smiled at me. He was at the house yesterday as well when he did not have to be. Before we separated I saw less of him then I have been now so I am hoping that is a good sign. He is stubborn and shows me no sign that he is coming home but I am being optimistic and hoping for the best. Have to wait and see what happends.
