What kind of converstation?

[yawmom]

wish I could fast forward...let's hope it works, easier said than done.

I need to know if I should say this :
"I know I asked you to keep in touch with me because I was concerned about your safety, you don't have to. It was a ploy to keep in contact with you, and I'm finding that too hard. I can't walk away from our marriage as easy as you, so you don't have to contact me -- if something important comes up I'll contact you. I can't just forget the way I feel, and I don't want to. If you decide you want to give it a try then contact me, ok? Take care"

or do I just let it go and see what happens?