Trying to be positive - with hope

[limbo]

I just don't think I can do this anymore!

H called and said there is this course he wants us to do for motorcycle, the last one that has just been added is on the same day as the retrouville course, it starts at the same time as the retro finishes, so I said that I am sorry, but the retro is more important to me then the bike, and i thought it was important to stay till the end, so he hung up on me!

I left it for a while and called him back, he said he was busy and thats why he didn't call back, I said that we could have discussed it more, instead of him hanging up, and he said that there is no point because I said no...I said that I was alittle thrown for him even suggesting...so we got alittle heated, so I said have you run back to her, is that what his plan is because he didn't get his own way with me, I couldn't help it, he said no, he had no intention of that(probably is now though!)
I said how is this going to work when we both act childish and immature, he said he really wanted to do this, and doesn't see how taking the last hour out of this would hurt considering all the after course too.
So I said this is why we should have talked about instead of him haning up, and that I called to try and work something out, and all he is doing is treating me like s**t yet again, because he now wount talk about us doing the bike course, so I got up set and said I had to go, as I am at work.
So who know what I will go home to find, and you know I am so sick of worrying about that, what will be waiting for me at home, I just want my day to end and know when I get home everything will be fine and I don't have to worry about anything!