Thanks guys \:\)

I don't feel like I disrepsected myself exactly. But I do feel like I may have made myself more vulnerable than I ought to have. And I know that by Sunday morning I was starting to feel, um, desparate is too strong of a word..maybe take desparate and split in half and that is how I felt. I don't like that part.

I don't think I will feel used if he sticks to the idea of only dating me. If he announces different intentions, THEN I will feel used. Very used.

Me-43
H-46
M 12 yrs 7/09
T 15
2 grown kids
bomb 7/05/07
H moved out 8/04/07
11/22/09 told him I quit;let's get ball rolling
Mid Dec- he isn't sure he wants D
End 2/2010-Starting to consider piecing