It's a really hard day today. My sis-in-law called me and said she was sorry to hear about the separation, talked bad about my H and then told me H had told her a few months ago that he didn't think he loved me anymore-why do people tell you these things?! I'm heartbroken and it's taking everything not to contact him, confront him, etc. Then I remember M's book: what goal do I want to achieve? (reconciliation) Would getting angry and confrontational bring me towards that goal? Also a part of me says that if he doesn't love me then I should just know so I can proceed with a divorce-maybe, as stated by mkulta, H was waiting for a reason to leave; that way he could blame me. A bill came in last night that needs to be paid in 3 days, so I need to contact him, but I can't trust myself to do that with the hurt I'm currently feeling.
The task ahead of you is never as great as the Power behind you ~ unknown
