Hope,

Maybe the worst is now over and you can rebuild a better life for you...Someone told me once that it could be the best thing that ever happen to you....Its hard to think that now but reading what has happened....You are going to survive and things are going to get better for you because you are the better person...My BIL told me once that maybe MY H and OW deserved each other. I think that is your case also.

Hang in there...Be Strong...