If you continously look for proof, you'll end up being suspicious and anxious all the time. It's not good for you. In fact, your constant wanting reassurance will drive him away. Just have to make a choice that you will trust.
M: 31 W: 31 M: 7 T: 8 S:4 D:2 Bomb dropped: too many to count or remember, 12/17/07 last one S on 9/2/07 W sent off D papers 12/31/07. Me trying to live life and hope she returns one day.