I like you have told my friends here at work "Can I just fast forward in to a different life just for a little while" . It is hard to deal with that 16 year old kinda rebellish age. When my H first took a job away for a year and half my youngest S had a girl friend and he tried to bend the rules and I had to of course be the bad guy and it was hard. One time I thought he was going to win (it wasn't bad but he was stretching the rules) but I hung in there and now he and I are the greatest friends and he realizes now where I was coming from...It is really hard though when your by yourself.....
It is a full moon tooo...
Hang in there and I am here for you.....Have a great day..