I do so need to get back my pma....right now work is stressful...not only transistion in my personal life (h started college...we need to move closer to his school...I need to find a new job}....and then trying to stay positive about our R...alot for one to handle that is for sure!!!
I did want to share with you all about what h did when I did confornt him on this girl....
he did say that he didnt tell me because it would cause me pain because he knew I would react the way I did...and he said it was nothing...so he felt it wasnt worth telling me.... it was one of my strong days...and I told him that we had promised to be honest with each other...he said he was sorry and that I was right...he promised to never do it again...I said that now he needs to prove that I can trust him....he agreed... we cry alot together for the pain we have caused each other...promised to share everything with each other..never get distant again...
Our 15 yr annniverary is tuesday...we are going out to dinner on sat...S26 is taking us out...and tuesday h and I are renewing our vows to each other (his idea after I caught him looking for girl from work on internet).... So I pray that I dont screw things up...and keep positve...one day at a time!!!!
Thanks guys!!!! Again you have come to my rescue!!!!
