I'm not sure at this point if it was a subconcious thing to try to get a desired reaction out of her or because I wanted it for me. I think I did it for me, but I have my moments of doubt as well.
I'm not so sure it matters just yet. The important thing was to understand that you really do have choices. And even if you withdrew to get a reaction from her... you still took a different action. It may not have been completely chosen, but you were aware enough to understand that something different was happening.
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I think I did it for me, but I have my moments of doubt as well.
Sooo... maybe it's time to make a different choice, take a different action... dunno. It's YOUR life. I'm not steering your ship. What do YOU THINK, captain?
I bet it would help if you had some maps and navigational equipment, and some sense of where you wanted to go, huh????