I sent H an email this morning (still no reply,this I knew). It went like this:
I want you to know that whatever it is you feel in your heart to talk to me about, I am here to listen without judging. That was the old me. I am ready to close this ugly chapter from our lives.I am ready to move on and grow from this.
I want to have a family again with or without you. I know sometimes I sound all high and mighty. I know I am far from it, but HE is making the changes in me everyday to be a better person. HE is given me strength to face a new day. I beleive HE is preparing me for a new chapter in my life.
If you dont make a choice, I will have to make it for you. I will do what I need to do. I will not let $ be an obstacle anymore.
