Why do these things happen lX

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I may still be fooling myself, but in reality I guess it still is not a deal breaker for me yet. Just a big setback. I am just going to go and do what I have been and still be her friend and let the chips fall however they do in the future. While telling me this she did not say she was going for the D as she has said in the past. I still will not go file myself, thought about it last night but it is not what I want so I won't.

So confused but will continue to better myself and keep looking within. I need to keep the focus on myself and kids, life will get good.