Thanks Heim. I think I already know of something that I am going to get him - something inexpensive, but I think it would mean alot to him - somewhat of a symbol.
As for the dinner, I think I am going to play it be ear and see how it goes and maybe mention something during the week next week. I am nervous about this upcoming 4-day weekend. I have thought about going out to visit my sister if I can find cheap airfare just to get away for a little bit.
Last night I had asked H to help me with a work/computer problem I was having and he was really helpful & nice. I was sitting close to him by the computer & it felt so good - it was hard to refrain myself from touching him & kissing him. I never thought that I would not be able to kiss my own husband
The other day he was bent over petting the cat & I walked by to put something in a nearby cabinet and I discreetly touched his butt but quickly turned away as if it never happened - I could see him out of the corner of my eye turn around to see if it was me but I could tell that he wasn't sure if he just imagined it or it was an accident. That is how I have to get my cheap thrills these days I guess...
