Frustrated and More Saddened #3

[stewart10]

Thanks everybody. Well, I guess today begins a new period for me. I have a meeting today with an HR guy that I met at a social a while back. On a whim earlier this month I called him to set something up to meet. When I began to think that I'd like to make a change, I emailed him about exploring opportunities for myself.

Hopefully that will get me somewhere. But for the next week or so I am going to have to do things that will keep my mind occupied. Going to use my extra time to rev up the exercise regimen. Things are looking bleak right now. Not sure how things are going to end up. But I have to start making some positive changes. I have told myself that I am going to take a major break from drinking right now. It is not healthy to be in this mindset and be drinking.

Things are going to get better for me. Just going to be a slow process. Need to take the first step though. So here we go. I probably will be using this board as a means to get out some thoughts, journal and complain quite a bit, so sorry in advance.


Stew