oh, the post did not get through entirely: this is the end of it:
Last week he did not come home for one night. Told me he got drunk and slept on a friends couch. He didnt appear in time for work.
This was the point, where I should actually have kicked him out. I also told him, that I was aware of that. We decided he should leave to see some friends out of town for the weekend and get some space to think about the situation.
I used my time to find out about MY mistakes in the entire story. And I was quite happy to finally understand them: trying to Fix him, letting too much go of myself. Sad insights. But I had them.
He then came back one day before he intended. No phonecall, just suddenly stood in the door.
And he broke up with me. Told me, he met another woman, it feels like he felt in love with her. And this would be a clear sign, that he could not love ME any longer. He had been meeting her since a month (also the night he did not come home) - but so far, nothing sexual happend - so his words.
He would understand if I wanted to kick him out of my life completely. I went MAD. I was soooooo hurt!%0
