Well, here we are. I have about 11 hours until she goes to the judge and pulls the trigger. Our family (my family) will be gone.
I'm sadder about this than I expected. It's been going on for so long (over three years since the trouble began, and over a year since she went to the atty), that I figured this would be less of an "event" for me. But it is.
W and the kids had a session with the family counselor tonight, but the kids said W took the entire session, and the kids didn't go in, or had a very short time with the C. They said they could even hear W through the door, with the music on in the waiting room. W must be having a bad time of it. Well, it's self-inflicted.
She has been depressed and asking for assurance from me that "everything will be alright." I haven't been giving it. She thinks I'm cold-hearted. Well, after the complete lack of caring coming my way the past few years, I'm not sure what she expects from me. I'm not really in the mood to comfort her after she destroys my family. If that is cold-hearted, I plead guilty.
built4speed My Saga "How others deal with the gifts you've given is not your decision, but theirs." - Richard Bach
