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As I lurk around this site, you are the example that I choose to emulate.


Oh, Lord.
I am still here because I've made a lot of mistakes while "standing". At one point, I was desperate enough that I threw my faith right out the window and posted myself on an adult site in an effort to get my husband's attention by appealing to his "animal instincts" if you know what I'm saying. I knew at the time he was reading this board and would find me there, and he did. It got me a separation agreement, a cheap apartment in a bad part of town and another year of DBing. I am only just NOW starting to see the walls come down after that hairbrained scheme of mine last year. Don't emulate me. You could be here a while!