Im sorry your in this place right now.. just reading your stitch. If you feel that you need to leave, then you should do it. You have to do what is best for you right now.

Has he given you an indication that he wants the M to work?? I know you said you were going to retro.. what exactly is that?

I can feel your pain and fustration just by reading your email,
Your more of a patient person then I could be. I give you a lot of credit.

Stay Strong..

TAL

me: 37
H: 44
Married for 18 years this june
S7
S3
porn issues, and much more... since 7/06

Happiness can be found, even in the darkest of times, if one only remembers to turn on the light.