Dis, Don't give up hope. You have 2 young children who deserve parents willing to try to give them an intact family. Even if your wife won't do it for you, or herself, ask her to do it for them. It is only 1 weekend, and a pleasant one at that. Have you suggested it yet?
I will be praying for you too.
Thank you Sara for your thoughts. You have definitely been an inspiration for me on these boards. I haven't suggested it to my W yet. She told me last night that she would start working on the process of filing for D. I went myself to go a lawyer today, just so that I'm prepared and know my rights. I'll have a look at their site and see what is local in the coming weeks. Like you said before, it can't hurt at this point.